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Yvette M.

My name is Yvette Melby and I am a Breast Implant Illness survivor.

I first got breast implants in May 2005.  By the beginning of 2006, my symptoms were debilitating and incapacitating. I had chronic neck, shoulder and back pain.  Other symptoms were joint and muscle pain, flu-like symptoms lasting only 24 hours at a time (weirdest feeling ever), brain fog, Raynaud’s disease, allergies (I had never been allergic to anything before), chronic fatigue, chronic migraines, numbness in my feet, very cold hands and feet, heart palpitations, severe chest pain going towards my back, metal taste, hair loss, body aches, and more.  As a woman who focuses on eating healthy and exercising regularly, my friends and family said I was the sickest, healthiest person they knew.

In June 2016, I had surgery to replace my saline implants with silicone gel implants. Shortly after, I began to experience hardening of my right breast with severe pain behind my implant.  At 8 weeks post-op, I had a Grade II/III capsular contracture and an array of other physical symptoms.

I went to several doctors, had many diagnostic tests, and failed various types of physical therapy.  My doctors just kept referring me to other specialists because they could not give me a specific diagnosis and did not know why I was in so much pain. Having no answers from medical professionals made me feel depressed and weary. It knew it was NOT in my head. It was very real. My medical background and having medical professionals in my family led me to take matters into my OWN HANDS.

Immediately, I stopped researching my symptoms.  Instead, I googled “breast implant removal” and what I discovered was a procedure called “Explant” and Breast Implant Illness. What was this all about? My journey continued.

I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders as I connected the dots of my symptoms to my implants. Next, I found a website called which has extensive information about this illness and a list of symptoms associated with breast implant illness.  Also, on another website called, I found a list of explant surgeons and after interviewing several of them, I booked my surgery with a surgeon that was skilled in performing proper Explant Surgery.

Before booking my surgery, I was very grateful to find several Breast Implant Illness Facebook groups that confirmed through other women’s stories that I had Breast Implant Illness.  What a consolation this was during such a difficult time.  This is real and I am not crazy if thousands of women from all over the country from all walks of life with similar symptoms/stories get explant and feel better. So, I realized there was more to it and that most Plastic Surgeons do not recognize it.

I was lucky to find a surgeon who is calming and eases away your fears, embraces this illness, and believes there is a connection between all implants and BII, provides information on how to “explant,” and has a designated knowledgeable, experienced & professional explant concierge that you can trust and talk to about explant surgery and learn about Breast Implant Illness.

Truth be told, if it wasn’t for the pain in my right breast due to capsular contracture (hardening of the scar tissue around the implant), I would not have connected the dots that my breast implants were the cause of my debilitating symptoms for 12 years. My pain was so severe and systemic, I was bedridden sometimes for days.  I needed to learn more, so I began researching capsular contracture, and that’s when I found that the recurrence of getting it again is higher when you replace your implants.  That information, in addition to being sick, made me decide to remove my implants.  I choose my health over implants any day.  Many women are very sick for years because they believe replacement is the answer or just don’t want to part with their implants.

Bottom line, I knew my implants had to come out. The pain I was experiencing was not normal and after months of being deathly ill and seeing multiple doctors without any real diagnosis or explanation for all my symptoms and pain…I was DONE.

Pain is your body telling you something is wrong. Pain is NOT a normal symptom. The warrior in me suggests that you do not give up until you find the answer to your pain.

Thank goodness for the internet and my persistent research which led me to discover Breast Implant Illness. I am especially grateful to the National Center for Health Research and their website and research on breast Implants. The knowledge I gained on this site was invaluable to what led me to my ultimate decision to explant. After much research, I went with my gut instinct that it was my breast implants that were making me sick.  Unfortunately, the majority of the medical community do not believe that, due to lack of good safety data, and currently Breast Implant Illness is not recognized by the FDA.

I had Explant Surgery on April 13, 2017!  What I call, a “life-changing” surgery. All those terrible, debilitating symptoms were gone almost instantly!  I have not had one migraine since my explant surgery.  I can now breathe deep and my joint pain is almost non-existent. Explant is the first step to regaining your health. It is life-changing and healing after explant surgery is possible. It can take months even years to heal so listen to your gut instinct and pay attention to your body.

My experience led me to educate women about Breast Implant Illness and healing post explant. There is life after explant. You can regain your health. I believe in myself again and have regained my health!  I am so thankful that I trusted my instincts and listened to my body. Now, I am living my best life once again.

Thank you for reading my story.

Kaylee Silcox: A Letter to My 20 Year-Old Self

Dear Kaylee,
You are one lucky young woman. You are the most vibrant, healthy and happy 20-year old. You have the world in the palm of your hand. You’re doing great in school, have a fun bar-tending job and a great social life. You’re a genuinely kind person, and just beautiful inside and out. If only you could see this, maybe you could learn to love yourself before it’s too late.

I know you’re struggling inside, but we all have body insecurities that we want to change. I understand that you’re most insecure about your flat chest, but I wish you could just embrace it and love yourself in your natural state. Now, let me warn you: implanting two foreign objects into your chest is going to change a whole lot more than your bra size.

I know how determined you are to achieve your idea of the “perfect body”. Even your plastic surgeon will tell you that a breast augmentation will only improve your quality of life and your self-esteem! It will make your decision to go under the knife that much easier. You will trust your plastic surgeon. Why wouldn’t you? He is a doctor, after all.  You’ll think he really has your best interest at heart. He will assure you that saline breast implants are the safest on the market.  He will silence any of your doubts. The only question he will leave in your mind is whether or not you should go bigger. He will tell you that most women wish they had, and that’s the only complaint he had ever heard from his former patients.

Your surgeon will forget to tell you one thing; you are just a guinea pig. He won’t tell you that there is a major lack of research regarding long-term effects of saline breast implants. It must have been lost in translation, as he will continue to rave about all the ways that breast implants will improve your life. He’s going to tell you that your implants will last a lifetime! Deep down, you’ll know it sounds too good to be true. That’s because it is. You will convince yourself that a one-time fee of $7,500 would be worth the money. It’s a lot of money, but he says that they will never have to be removed, and you will be one step closer to perfection. If you only knew the financial burden that awaits you.

That one-time fee of $7,500 will quickly turn to $25,000 over the next 6 years. You’ll have endless medical bills, treatments, medications, and you will ultimately need a second surgery. You will lose wages in the meantime, as you’ll be far too ill to hold down a job. Oh, and you can forget about being able to continue to bartend. Your arms and your legs will start to go numb randomly, and you’ll lose the strength in your arms and hands to even pour a drink. Besides, how are you going to be able to remember any of the customer’s orders with the memory loss and brain fog you’ll start to experience? Some days the extreme fatigue will the best of you. Just getting yourself ready and driving to work will be exhausting. Soon, you will be too sick and too tired to work at all. If your desire is to become extremely sick, broke, and depressed, then this is definitely the perfect procedure for you.

The new clothes and bathing suits you can’t wait to buy after surgery will end up going to waste. Going to the beach or on vacation will become a distant memory. The sun will be far too bright for your sensitive eyes and skin. Your joint pain will be too unbearable to lay in the sand on the beach or even on a cushioned lounge chair by the pool. The social life you once had and your motivation to get dressed up and ready to go out will become non-existent.  So there will be no need for a new wardrobe; sweat pants and t-shirts will become your new go-to outfit. Save that wardrobe money and get yourself a comfortable bed. You’re going to spend most of your time there.

You won’t have much energy at all at this point. You’ll spend what little you have left traveling from doctor to doctor, searching for an answer. You’ll almost always leave the office disappointed and in tears. You won’t even have the energy to convince your family that you’re not crazy or a hypochondriac anymore.

You will reach a place of desperation. You’ll start to hope that your doctors can find something, anything wrong. You need answers, and the years of suffering without any explanation will feel unbearable. You’ll constantly be asked what’s wrong, and you’ll barely be able to simply mutter “I’m sick”. With what? You won’t know. You will know you’re sick, but no one, including you, will know why for many years to come.

After 6 miserable years, you will learn about Breast Implant Illness (BII), and it’s all going to finally make sense. You may think back to your psychologist clearance appointment just before your surgery, which was a requirement of your trusty surgeon. You’ll wonder why he would send you to a psychologist, while supposedly having no idea that women with no mental health issues prior to implanting are still 12 times more likely to commit suicide versus women without implants. Your skepticism will continue to grow, and that high suicide rate among women with implants will come as no surprise to you by this point. Your depression and anxiety will take over your mind. You will struggle to the darkest depths, darker than you could have ever imagined possible. Some days, you will wish it could all just be over. You will have no quality of life, and some days just won’t feel worth living anymore. You will wonder how your life has completely deteriorated right before your eyes. You will feel fooled by the cosmetic surgery industry. You will wish that you could go back and just love yourself for who you are.

In your own studies, you will find that there is little to no research linking your symptoms to your implants. Adverse effects of your “safe” saline implants will be especially difficult to research as they are approved by the FDA and have been for many years. You will wonder how your own providers could promise you that your implants are not the cause of your illness. How is it even possible for doctors to come to this conclusion with such certainty? Sure, there’s no research that proves that implants make you sick, but there’s also no research that proves they don’t. These surgeons know the risks that their young, vulnerable patients are signing up for, and they will do a great disservice to many other women like you. They will operate on unsuspecting patients like yourself. They will continue to promote what will make you “beautiful”, and you will never have the opportunity to make an informed decision.

This illness is going to leave a debilitating scar on your body and your health. It will scar you emotionally as well. It will affect your ability to maintain a good relationship with your family and boyfriend. It will destroy your financial state and obliterate any career goals. In essence, it is going to ruin your life and you’re going to have to start all over, rebuilding your life piece by piece. This is why, Kaylee, I am urging you to learn to love yourself. Embrace your beauty and your perceived flaws. You are worth so much to so many people and we love you exactly as you are.

Love, Kaylee

See her story on CBS here.

Karen McDougal

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I had my implants put in March 1996 and removed almost 21 years later on January 31, 2017.   I was a Playmate of the year and a successful model, so the decision to have my implants removed was not an easy one.

I had smooth saline on top of the muscle.  I thought I had 350 cc but they were much larger – so large that my explanting surgeon said they were crammed up under my arms.  I drafted this only 3 weeks after my explant surgery, but I already felt better — my vision wasn’t blurred, my severe knee pain was gone, migraines were gone, dizziness gone.  It’s now 7 weeks after my explant surgery and I’m feeling even better — better than I have in over a year!

I got the implants put in because I wanted a larger bust.   I thought it would make me feel more like a woman, and I guess it did in a superficial way! I did love having them, to be honest.  If I knew then what I know now, though, I would have NEVER gotten implanted!

By the time I decided to have the implants removed, I felt like I was slowly dying.  All I could do was lay in bed, cry and pray to God, asking him to please “don’t take me yet..give me one more day”!

Here’s my story.

Around January 2016 I started getting ‘sick,’ but as I look back, many symptoms began around 7-8 years after getting the implants.  For example, my hormones were disrupted, I had fatigue and thyroid issues, I developed allergies to everything, my eyes were consistently red/sick looking.  In fact, I got sick so much that it became a joke to those around me, “You are the sickest healthy person I know”! I would get sick every few months, and the worst part was, each sickness lasted 6-8 weeks at a time, and I’d have to spend my days in bed when that happened.  I couldn’t understand how someone so healthy and fit could get so sick all the time! Then the headaches became more frequent.

Fast forward to around July 2016: I was getting worse.  My vision was blurred and I was dizzy most of the time –blacking out or almost passing out many times a day, hard to breathe, having trouble swallowing or a choking feeling, chronic fatigue, memory issues, heart palpitations.  Even on my ‘good days’ I was at 50% — but I really looked forward to those days.  I’d have between 3-5 good days and I would try to do as much as I could because I knew the bad days were coming again.  I would get my errands done, work done, play with my animals a lot as I couldn’t do much when ‘down’, I’d work out (even though I had no strength to work out, because I figured a  light workout was better than nothing, especially mentally).  On good days I’d also have nail and hair appointments, take my selfies for my social media, etc.

I was seriously worried about my health and my life! I went to the doctor, neurologist, hormone doctor – but they all said “There’s nothing wrong, you are healthy, maybe you are depressed.”  I mentioned breast implant Illness to them and none really believed in it.  So I stopped wasting money for NO answers.

I prayed and prayed and GOD led me to do what was necessary to regain my health.  It was October 2016.  I had to stop driving because I would have such severe panic attacks, and my vision was blurry consistently now.  The dizziness/blacking out was most of the day, the headaches became severe migraines that were so bad that prescription migraine meds wouldn’t even touch them.  My hearing sensitivity was so bad that  couldn’t handle any noise –not the TV, radio, or even people talking.  Hearing my own voice hurt me!  I also had light sensitivity, which made it hard to even look outside — and when I did, I felt dizzier.

I had NO life!! People just didn’t understand.  I had friends say “you’re always sick” or thinking I was just lazy or just ignoring them.  Nobody had heard of breast implants causing illness, but in their defense, I have to admit I had rolled my eyes when my friend brought it up to me a year before when he told me his wife went through it.  At the time, I had thought “I’ve had mine for years, and I’m fine”.

So I stopped talking about it to anyone.  It became my ‘silent’ misery, my nightmare. Lying in bed for 4 months (with fewer “good days” now), I was just praying to live and get healthy again! It was at that point, after a year of researching breast implant illness and doctors who are experts in explanting, that I knew that I desperately needed these toxic bags out of me immediately. I truly think I would have not made it another few months had I kept them.  Or if I had, it would have been pure hell.

Ironically, I had a fitness cover shoot (Muscle and Fitness Hers) in early January 2017.  I was sick (again) with a nasty flu for 6 weeks, and on top of my other symptoms, trying to do a photo shoot – I was an emotional and physical mess. But, I’m a ‘warrior’ as so many of the women are who have been ill because of their breast implants, so I got it done.  The crew that day was amazing — they helped me through the day.  I appreciated their compassion.  That cover came out February 21, 2017, and I dedicate it to all the beautiful women who have suffered from breast implant illness.  Stay the brave warriors you are !

For my explant surgery, I choose a surgeon who knew the importance of removing the entire capsule (as a lot of times it grows into our breast tissue, ribs, etc and has to be scrapped off) –not fun, trust me.  And for me, the cosmetic results were still important, and I felt he was the best choice for me as a healer and an artist.

You can read other stories about me in USA Today and People Magazine. But the most important thing for you to know is that, like many other women, I got sicker and sicker for years before I finally realized that there was one solution: getting my implants removed by a plastic surgeon who was an explant expert.  I am making my story public because I hope that other women can be helped.

Tammi H.

I was born with a congenital defect of small, tuberous breasts.  In 2004, when I was 32 years old, I made a decision to get saline breast implants.  I  had always been self-conscious of the way I looked, especially in swimwear, since I was a teen.

The breast implants did wonders for my self-esteem and made me feel that my breasts were more normal.  I was told that it was advisable to get them removed in 8-10 years, if I was experiencing any problems, but that some women are able to keep them for a life-time.

Fast forward 3 years and I am pregnant with my third child  (only pregnancy with implants) and I had so many issues with my pregnancy….morning
sickness all day long for 4 months straight, issues with urinary retention that my doctors could not explain.  After having my child and feeling like I just couldn’t bounce back with my energy level, I had a physical.  I was told I had an enlarged thyroid and might have rheumatoid arthritis.  I was sent to an endocrinologist and a rheumatologist.  They told me I had Hashimoto’s and possibly the beginnings of arthritis.  After several years of being on thyroid meds with no improvement, I took myself off.  By that time, my hair was falling out, I was low in iron, I had no energy, I had strange rashes on my scalp and neck, I was gaining weight, I was freezing cold all the time, my vision got worse, and I had trouble concentrating (brain fog).

In 2013, I began having severe cramp-like sharp pains under my left breast that would literally take my breath away.  Two different doctors told me it was probably just scar tissue from my surgery.  I really just gave up trying to figure out what was wrong with me.
In 2016, one week after a mammogram, I began having severe pain in my right jaw and right side of neck.  I went to the chiropractor for 3 months, who could not help me but suggested I might have TMJ (jaw joint) disorder.  I also went to an orthodontist, who confirmed that I did not have TMJ.  I saw an article on Facebook about Hugh Hefner’s wife having implants removed because they were causing health issues and she referenced a Facebook group she had joined about Breast Implant Illness.  I wondered if the mammogram had caused a leak in my implants.  I immediately checked out the Facebook page and had a light bulb moment — literally thousands of women were experiencing the same exact symptoms as myself!  I spent the next 3 months having consultations and getting my insurance to approve this surgery, which was pretty easy once I was diagnosed with Grade III capsular contracture and severe pain which was documented on my medical record by 2 doctors.  Insurance did deny covering implant removal the first time, but with the encouragement of the National Center for Health Research, I tried again– my surgeon appealed for me and coverage was approved the second time.

I am pleased to report that 3 weeks post-surgery, 90% of neck and jaw pain is gone, my hair has stopped falling out, I’ve lost 10 lbs without trying, and the brain fog is almost gone.  The surgeon told me that the pain I was having was where the capsule had become adhered to my chest wall.  I am still having a lot of soreness/pain in the area he had to cut and scrape more.  But getting my implants removed was the best decision I ever made.  My worst decision was getting them in the first place.  My body apparently has been fighting these foreign objects for at least 10 of the 12 years that I had them, causing a major autoimmune response.

Dollie Voyles


My name is Dollie Voyles and I am 48 years old. I’ve had  3 sets of breast implants over the past 21 years, starting in 1995.

I later learned that my plastic surgeon was originally an Ears, Nose, and Throat doctor . When I arrived at his office I was given a form to fill out for my basic health information. I went back to meet the doctor and he told me I would be in pain for a while and wouldn’t be able to move or lift my arms. That is all he told me about any possible risks .

I had smooth saline implants put under the muscle.  Initially, everything seemed fine. However, less than three years later, my right breast implant ruptured. I woke up flat . I called my plastic surgeon frantic and he said it’s ok because it’s just salty water. He had me come back for surgery 2 weeks later . I asked him why and how this happened. He  said he’s never had this happen in his practice and I believed him.

My second set of breast implants, which replaced the ruptured ones, were  textured saline implants . My plastic surgeon said he’s using this style because he thought my body didn’t take to the last kind, and by putting in textured saline it would have something to grab on to. I trusted him. He never talked about risks at this meeting either. Over the next 7 years they became  so misshapen and physically unappealing that I was so embarrassed and felt so self-conscious.

I decided I needed to change doctors and get a new opinion so I went to a more experienced doctor. This doc seemed very confident and I wasn’t going to let him do anything to my body until I get some answers. This plastic surgeon said I needed silicone gel implants instead. He said they feel more real and they don’t change shape. I was immediately conflicted because I did hear somewhere where silicone was bad for your body. He assured me that the gummy bear silicone that he’s going to use  was the best thing for me, especially with all the FDA approvals! I asked him about ruptures and he said if they did it’s just like a gummy bear, it will stay in place. He said they hold their form. I thought well, he’s the professional. Again , I wasn’t given any information about implants and definitely I wasn’t given information about silicone implants .

For over 6 years these ” safe silicone gummy bear implants – FDA approved ”  changed shape and became  painful to touch.  And they burned. I was diagnosed with severe allergies,autoimmune reactions that caused pain in my joints and legs , itchy breasts, shooting pain in my breasts, headaches, anxiety,depression, brain fog and finally fatigue. In 2012 , three years after my silicone breast implants, I suffered a stroke. I was told that the reason for my stroke was that I have low potassium and I’m anemic. These findings was startling since I was completely healthy prior to my last set of implants .

With all my pain in my breast and how crappy I was feeling I finally had an MRI and its showed that I had intracapsular rupture in my right breast. I knew something was wrong. When my explant doc opened me up my breast gushed of silicone and apparently he had to scoop silicone off my chest wall. This was nothing like a gummy bear that keeps its shape.

And it wasn’t until a few weeks ago that I learned that gummy bear implants were not FDA-approved in the U.S. in 2009!  Was I in a clinical trial that my doctor never told me about?  I certainly never gave my doctor permission to put experimental implants in my body.

Jamee Cook


In 1998, I made a decision that changed my life forever: to get breast implants. It wasn’t anyone’s decision but mine. I was a confident young woman, but I guess felt like my femininity was lacking due to my AA breasts. Hindsight sure changes our perspectives, though.

My Dallas plastic surgeon chose textured, saline implants above the muscle. The surgery went great and it was definitely a confidence booster for me. I liked the way that they looked.

My husband and I had our first son in 2000. I had some difficulty breastfeeding. Shortly after birth, I noticed that my breasts looked weird. After some research, I realized that I had developed symmastia. This is sometimes referred to as “breadloafing” or “uniboob”. So, I went back to my original surgeon. He wasn’t concerned, saying that my breasts look similar to his wife’s. This wasn’t reassuring. I consulted with another Dallas plastic surgeon. He said that surgery to fix the problem would cost $7500.  I knew that would have to wait.

In early 2002, I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and given medication. I then became pregnant with our second son. I again had difficulty breastfeeding. He was healthy when he was born, but two weeks later he was hospitalized, endured a spinal tap, developed hypoxia (lack of oxygen), and failure to thrive. He was hospitalized several times during his first few years and diagnosed with immune dysfunction. If weird things could develop, it would happen to him.

Over the next few years, my health declined. I began to develop fatigue, swollen lymph nodes, and a low grade fever. I was employed as a paramedic in an emergency room so I attributed my symptoms to job exposure. I knew that I didn’t feel good but I didn’t really know what was going on. Most lab tests were normal. I was treated for chronic sinus infections. My anxiety worsened and brain fog began. My home life suffered because I couldn’t keep things organized. It was a big mess. I was eventually diagnosed with ADD and treated for that and depression. 

I left my ER job to work at a pediatric clinic.  I was still sick. I had surgery in 2009 surgery to try and correct my sinus problems, but they continued.  In 2010, I began to have very painful nodules in my neck and chest. I was diagnosed with Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis, an autoimmune disease. I also was diagnosed with CMV (Cytomegalovirus) and Chronic EBV (Epstein-Barr). They are both very common but my body just didn’t seem to fight them off. The combination of chronic viruses and autoimmune illness resulted in a diagnosis of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.

I quit my job.  At some point we could no longer afford insurance so I couldn’t even try to solve my medical problems.  My fatigue was ridiculous. I was way too young to feel the way that I did.

Over time, the implants decreased in size. In March of 2012, I woke up to find that my left implant had ruptured. I was completely distraught and embarrassed, but we weren’t in any financial shape to have them replaced.  For three years I made my breasts look even by inserting a silicone insert into my bra. The implant slowly leaked more and more. My husband said it didn’t bother him but it was very awkward for me. I couldn’t act appealing when I didn’t feel that way. Intimacy suffered. It was horrible to know that I was causing that much distress to my husband and marriage but didn’t have an answer to fix it.

 As a former paramedic, I looked for answers in medical journals and scientific publications and realized that my implants could be making me sick. I found a Dallas Explant surgeon, who no longer performed breast augmentation surgeries because he had seen too many sick women. He had now performed approximately 5,000 breast implant removal surgeries. He would eventually be the surgeon to remove my toxic bags.

While saving money for explant, my life was chaotic. I couldn’t think straight or keep organized. My patience was very thin. My family life suffered. It took everything in my power just to get up and perform basic duties. My body felt like it was in a constant battle with itself. I needed to see specialists but didn’t have insurance and I couldn’t afford it. I felt like a complete failure. I had failed myself and my family.

 In August of 2015, I had my 17-year-old PIP implants and my capsules removed. It was a new beginning.

I never tell any woman that all of their symptoms are from their implants. They most likely aren’t. I never tell any woman that explant is the answer to all of their problems. It isn’t. But, many of my unexplained symptoms went away immediately. The migraines, the low grade fever, the swollen lymph nodes, the arm and hand numbness, the brain fog – GONE. The burning sensation in my left breast after rupture – GONE. I still have viral illness I battle. I still have autoimmune Hashimoto’s. My health overall has greatly improved, though. My patience is better. My libido is better. The fatigue is still a battle but it is improved. I am able to interact with my children more. I was able to care for my papaw in the last year of his life.

And, I became an advocate.

  • I started a public Facebook group. This is where I first shared my journey and where I now share all of the publications I come across. It has videos and photos that the public can view.
  • I’ve joined forces with two fantastic women who have been diagnosed with breast implant-associated lymphoma (ALCL), and created a Facebook group for women to learn more about it. We work closely with Dr. Suzanne Turner, pathologist at the University of Cambridge, and with Dr. Mark Clemens, at MD Anderson in Houston. They have both been extremely helpful in helping us to advocate and to educate ourselves and the public on this rare disease.
  • I’ve joined with several other women to create an informal group called Breast Implant Victim Advocacy. We have joined forces with device victims, such as women harmed by Essure, to raise awareness about the larger picture. People are being harmed by medical devices because they aren’t help to the same safety standards as other medical products.
  • I’m a member of the new USA Patient Network and working with Consumer Union’s Safe Patient Project, to help raise awareness and to be a stronger advocate for safer medical products.

The same stories have been told by women with breast implants for more than two decades and their voices are not being heard. Many women have led the way for us. Social media helps today’s women combine their efforts to raise awareness. We need to be heard. Laws need to change. Surgeons and physicians need more awareness and more accountability. Patients need to be taken more seriously. The media needs to publicize these issues more. Momentum is building. Please help share our stories. If you are a victim and haven’t told your story, please do. Every story makes an impact.

Chandra DeAlessandro

My name is Chandra DeAlessandro. My 27-year struggle with “Last a Lifetime” implants has been a long journey. It started in 1989, when I was pressured into implants because of my profession. I believed that I would work more as an actress, stuntwoman and fitness clinician if I got implants. (I am a member of the Stuntwomen’s Association of Motion Pictures, Screen Actors Guild, and a 2nd degree black belt. I have numerous film, TV and commercial credits as well as fitness videos.)


My first breast augmentation involved a polyurethane textured implant called the Meme (made by Surgitek/Bristol-Myers Squibb) which was banned within months of my surgery. Shortly after surgery, my lymph nodes were swollen and tender all the time. I had to have a tonsillectomy, and antibiotics for reoccurring infections in my breast and lymph nodes. I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and later developed a very painful Baker IV capsular contracture. Without social media and internet, I really could not get the information I needed – and my plastic surgeon did not notify me when the Meme implants were banned because research showed that the polyurethane used had not been designed to be in the human body, and broke down in the body to a chemical called 2-toluene (TDA), which is known to cause cancer.

In 2000, due to the capsular contracture, I had a capsuletomy (the implants and capsule removed) and replaced the implants. To ease my worries, I was told by my California surgeon that I could get silicone breast implants again if I agreed to participate in a 10-year “Core Study.” He told me that he and the implant company McGhan would closely monitor my health. Again, he did not inform me of any risks. As soon as the surgery was over, I was never contacted to be part of the study. If I had, the following 16 years of pain and suffering could have been avoided.

Instead, my health declined. I had 6 surgeries because of the implants, including a hysterectomy. My mind and body was screaming “IMPLANTS” as Doctors would tell me “NO WAY” – assuring me they are safe and FDA approved. The list of my symptoms was long and complicated: hormonal imbalances, depression, Hashimoto’s, Sjogren’s, adrenal fatigue, mystery rashes, brain fog, chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia, connective tissue disorder, digestive issues, kidney & liver dysfunction, reoccurring sinus infections, bronchitis, scarring on my lungs, breast pain/infections, lymph node swelling and discomfort, peripheral neuropathy, food allergies and more.
As my health declined, my career was also harmed. I had to be more selective in the stunt/acting jobs I accepted.

In October 2015, a routine mammogram ruptured my right implant, sending all the unidentified chemicals in my implants to wreak havoc on my already weakened body. I was finally explanted in March 2016, removing ALL the capsules (including those from previous implants, as well as a mass and 5 lymph nodes). Silicone had migrated all through my chest and clavicle area.

I have been diagnosed with two autoimmune disorders, Sjogren’s and Hashimoto’s, and was tested for implant related lymphoma (BIA-ALCL), a cancer of the immune system, in September 2016. In October 2016 another ultrasound was performed and another mass was detected. The mass was removed, and I am now waiting for additional test results.

I share my story as a mom of two beautiful girls. I never want them to go through the nightmare I have. I want them to love and accept their natural body. My oldest daughter is being tested for autoimmune disorders and has a very weakened immune system.

I advocate so other women can be informed of the risks of breast implants, including autoimmune diseases, capsular contracture, and BIA-ALCL. I want them to be warned that implants can interfere with breastfeeding, and can make mammograms dangerous since the pressure can cause rupture and leakage. The FDA, manufacturers, doctors, and Insurance providers need to be held accountable for the pain and suffering of millions of women. More studies need to be done to prove the safety and efficacy. Women need to be told the truth, so that they can provide informed consent for all the risks, including the financial and emotional costs. The FDA allowed the companies’ “studies” to drop most of their patients – in other words, they were not real studies. The FDA needs to require studies of all the women with implants and require accurate reporting by physicians who know their implant patients are harmed but aren’t notifying the FDA. Insurance companies need to pay for implant removal when it is medically necessary. Although my surgery certainly was medically necessary, I had to pay over $20,000.00. The illness has left a debilitating scar on my health but also my family, marriage, finances and career. No wonder so many women with implants suffer from depression and even turn to suicide.

I co-founded The Breast Implant Victim’s Advocacy. It is a group of women with a VOICE, working hard to change the flawed regulation of implants. We at BIVA stand up for those harmed by silicone and saline breast implants. We are currently lobbying in Washington, D.C. for Ariel Grace’s Law (HR5403) with women from the EssureProblems Facebook page, and others harmed by inadequately tested medical devices.
Although the damage is done on my body, I do feel better since the explant surgery. I have hope that we are making a strong impact and so thankful for Diana Zuckerman and NCHR for all you have done.
Be your own health advocate, fight to be heard and never give up!

Chandra DeAlessandro
Breast Implant Victim Advocacy

Mary McDonough

From 1971 until 1981, I portrayed Erin on The Waltons. It was a wonderful experience, and when it was over I was 21 and wanted to continue to work as an actress. I studied, took classes, and did theater. But, it didn’t take long to realize that it wasn’t enough to be the “All American Girl” anymore. I was told that I would have more opportunities as an actress if I was sexier. And I was told that bigger breasts would make me sexier. I was advised to get breast implants, but I was reluctant. I carefully considered it, asking the doctors all the usual questions about risks. The plastic surgeon told me that they were safe and would last a lifetime. And so, at the age of 24, I took their advice. I was so embarrassed, I didn’t even tell my mother.

I later found out that it was impossible for me to make an informed choice, because the information was not available to me, or any woman, in 1984. Not a single study had ever been done on any women to find out whether they were safe.

If I had been told by my doctor that after having implants I might break out in rashes, run fevers, and become sensitive to light, I never would have had implants. If I had been told I would have muscle pain, that I would be stiff, and have chronic fatigue, I never would have had implants. If my doctor had told me that I would wake up feeling like I was hit in the head with a frying pan, that I would have dry eyes, shooting pain in my ribs and chest, and my breasts would ache, I never would have had implants. If he had told me there was even the slightest chance that I might develop connective tissue disease or that I wouldn’t be able to pick my daughter up or hold her close, believe me, I never would have made that choice.

Within the first 24 hours my chest and back had a terrible rash. The other symptoms developed over the years. I never imagined that the implants were the cause. As I got sicker and sicker, my career went downhill. My illness also put a strain on my marriage. Finally, in 1993, I received a phone call from a friend who had also had implants. She told me that when her implants were removed, they found a cyst the size of a golf ball lodged behind the implant. I began to wonder whether my implants might be causing problems for me too. But I didn’t want to believe it, and I didn’t rush to judgement. When I eventually decided to have the implants removed a year later, the surgeon found that the silicone envelopes and polyurethane foam that had covered the implants had disintegrated inside my body. All that was left was the silicone gel, surrounded by my body’s own scar tissue.

It is difficult and time-consuming to remove broken implants, and the surgery took hours longer than expected. Like most explanted women, I was left with smaller breasts than I had before the implants. So, even though the health risks of implants are a controversial issue, many of my problems were very obviously related to the implants: the rupture, the disintegration of the foam and silicone envelope, the loss of breast tissue, the chest pain, and the rashes. These are what are often called “local complications” – a term that sounds much less serious than the reality.

As I was getting sicker, my doctors kept reassuring me that it was nothing to worry about – after all, aches and pains were a natural part of growing older. But I was in my early 30’s, and I felt like an old woman. When I asked whether I should get my implants removed, my doctors advised against it, saying it would not improve my health, and would probably make me severely depressed. They didn’t understand how terribly ill I felt, and how little I now cared about looking sexy. Finally, I became so sick that I decided I wanted to get rid of any chemical exposure that might be harming me – including my implants. My rheumatologist was still insisting that my implants were unrelated to my illnesses, but after I had my implants removed she diagnosed me as having lupus.

I am well aware that some scientists believe that implants do not cause lupus, chronic fatigue, flu-like symptoms, or the aches and pains that I suffered from. I’m not a scientist, but I am an expert on me, so let me say it simply: I was healthy, I got implants, I got sick, I had them removed, and I got better. Maybe it’s just a coincidence, but since my implants were removed, I have become healthier every year, and now I can work as an actress again. And I know many women with implants who have had similar experiences. And when I look at the studies, I see that most of the studies include very few women who had implants as long as I did. Remember, my lupus was diagnosed more than 10 years after I got implants. If I had been studied 9 years after getting my implants, I would not have been considered sick with lupus, even though I was. We obviously need better studies, studying large numbers of women who have had implants for long periods of time. And their health should be evaluated by objective, open-minded doctors, before and after getting implants.

Even more upsetting for me than my own illness is that my infant daughter became sick, with symptoms that were similar to mine. Is it just coincidence that she became ill after being nursed by a mother with broken silicone implants? There aren’t enough good studies to be able to answer that question either, but I can’t help feeling guilty about it.

Looking back, of course I wish I had never gotten breast implants. Maybe it was a vain choice. Maybe it was a stupid choice. But, because of the lack of information, I wasn’t able to make an informed choice. And I am so sorry that young women today are in the same situation – being told that implants are perfectly safe, when the truth is that they cause many serious problems, and we still don’t know what the long-term risks are.

Mary McDonough recently appeared on Ally McBeal and ER. She has produced and hosted several segments for Entertainment Tonight, the Family Channel, and Cable Health Network. She is a member of the Advisory Board of the National Center for Policy Research (CPR) for Women and Families.

Kacey Long

I received my saline breast implants when I was 19.

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I graduated college at the age of 20, played every sport in high school, and was the epitome of health until I received my implants. I thought that my body was too “bottom” heavy. I was a “barely B” and I told my plastic surgeon to make me “perfect”. Unfortunately, to him, “perfect” meant going from a size B to a D. I thought this man knew everything; after all, my friend had been working for him for 12 years, just got saline breast implants herself, and said no one had ever complained of problems because after all, “they are just salt water.”

Immediately after surgery, I began experiencing weird, shooting arm pains. Then slowly, every joint/bone/muscle in my body was in excruciating pain. I was exhausted all of the time, had no energy, experienced hair loss, and had pains in my chest, heart, and ribs. I had trouble remembering things and thinking clearly. The list goes on and on-before implants, I just had allergies. I was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis and ankylosing spondylitis (arthritis of the neck and spine), fibromyalgia, and chronic fatigue syndrome. My doctor thought silicone was the problem. I lived in doctor’s offices, I was bed-ridden, and I was disabled. (I’ve got the handicapped parking pass and am waiting on my lawyer’s appeal for my disability claim).

My “safe” saline breast implants cost me everything. The surgery to put them in cost $4500, and to take them out was the best $6,400 my parents could have spent. Yep, my parents helped me, because I was still paying the cost to have them put in.

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I never thought about my implants being dangerous. Almost all of my doctors agreed that my health problems were not related to implants. The fact is, these saline implants are encased in silicone, and silicone can be harmful to your body! The silicone shell is enough to cause autoimmune diseases and various health problems. I was tested for silicone poisoning, and I came up positive.

My breast implants were removed when I was 21, and my health has improved dramatically. I feel like I will eventually get my life back, but it won’t be without a fight and a continuous struggle.

I have seen what saline breast implants are capable of, and I have decided to do whatever I can to warn other women of the dangers. I just finished working with MTV to do a segment on the dangers of plastic surgery and also a British documentary. I wish I would have found websites like Yahoo’s Saline Support Group and two years ago. I wish I had known what I was getting myself into. If women knew about all of this stuff, there is no way that breast implants would be in such high demand.

I’m not totally against plastic surgery; I’m against implanting foreign objects into your body (especially if they are silicone) It’s not natural, and unless it’s absolutely necessary to live, I wouldn’t do it again.

Maybe there is a way to see if a surgeon would be able to work with the breast tissue a woman already has in order to enhance their appearance. There just has to be a better option.

After my breast implants were taken out, my bra size is a 36C. Yes, a whole size larger than before the surgery (to recap: 34B before surgery/34D after surgery/36C now). This may have to do with the fact that our breasts still grow in our late teens and early 20?s (I didn’t know this one either) and it may have to do with the fact that I had an awesome explanting, thanks to the plastic surgeon who took them out, Dr. Melmed in Dallas, TX.

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Although many of my symptoms have disappeared since my implants were removed, I still have Rheumatoid Arthritis, which I will live with forever. I give myself an injection once a week to help manage my symptoms and stop joint damage.  I am able to work full time now in education and am no longer on disability.  I’m now married, and my husband, Danny, has been an influential part of my life post-implants.  He happily picks up the slack for me, since I am not able to do things like cook and clean like I would like.  He also chose to work for a company with excellent health benefits so I can have the best care and afford the expensive medication I need to have a good quality of life.

The course of my life has been forever changed since I chose to get breast implants.  My future health is uncertain.  I realize that now are the “good years” and try not to think about how arthritis may change my body in the next 50+ years to come. I focus on the fact that I am lucky to get a second chance at life thanks to getting my implants removed as soon as I realized the implants might be causing my health problems.

If anyone  is considering implants or considering having them removed, you can contact Breast Implant Information through

Sharon Schwengler



Good Morning, My name is Sharon Schwengler. And I’m standing here today because I am sick from saline breast implants. I understand your focus is on silicone gel implants. But since the research that the companies are doing compare the risks of silicone gel implants to saline implants, I feel you need to know saline implants also can cause serious health problems.

I was implanted in 2005 and explanted 2 months ago.

When I was considering implants, I asked my plastic surgeon what complications could occur. He simply said capsular contracture or they could rupture or leak. And if they leaked, it would only leak saline into my body and if the scar capsules got hard, the doctor would simply take the implants out. When I asked my plastic surgeon if mold, fungus, or bacteria could grow in my implants, because it is water in a moist enclosed dark area just sitting there, he said absolutely not! He said the reason was that the water will be in a closed sterile environment. He was wrong, because I had aspergillous niger and fungus from my saline implants.

In addition to my plastic surgeon denying the possibility of fungus or mold growing in or around my implants, I was never told I could develop endocrine disorders or autoimmune problems. I asked my plastic surgeon about all the women filing law suits previously who said they had immune disorders from breast implants, and he said studies have found those women had predisposed medical issues, and anyway that was with silicone implants and these are saline.

Well, I was perfectly healthy before I was implanted, and never was I told if for some reason I had to get my implants removed, my breasts would or could look deformed. I was also was never told that the outer shell of the implant is silicone!!!

I could not make an informed choice about getting implants because I was only told the pretty about the implants: how it would enhance my figure and balance me out. No one ever told me the ugly truth about saline implants.

If I had known I could get sick, I would never have gotten the implants. I was never given the booklet that is on the FDA web site, which the FDA supposedly requires to be given to each patient. I was just sold the beautiful story of the glorified saline breast implant, which I bought hook, line, and sinker.

Before my implants, I had ran 3 marathons, 4 half marathons, and many 5Ks. About 3-4 years after getting my implants, I got very sick. I could not work out anymore. My hair was falling out, I had memory problems, I had terrible fatigue, and aches and pains in my knees, hips, neck and back. I was bloated, had frequent fevers resulting in chills and shakes, throwing up, constipation, vaginitis, candida issues (which was showing up in my blood and sinuses).

I missed a lot of work. Thank goodness I work for a fabulous company who worked with me when I was sick.

I have spent a total of $32,000 in the past 2 years on doctors, supplements, medications and procedures just to get better. I thought my implantation would only cost $6500.

I still have some fungal issues, but I am 80% better than I was! I had not been able to work out for a year and a half, whereas thanks to God, I can now weight train and work out on the elliptical.

I don’t know how often these kinds of health problems are caused by breast implants in others, but guess what, neither does anyone in this room. The reason we don’t know, is because the studies have asked the wrong questions. I don’t think this is coincidental. I think when implant companies and plastic surgeons pay for or conduct studies on breast implants, they ask questions which make implants seem safe.

I’m here to say it is time to find out what the real risks are of breast implants, which includes saline and silicone gel implants. Meanwhile, even if doctors think the kinds of problems I had are rare, it should be mandatory for doctors to disclose some women get very sick from their implants to patients who are thinking of getting breast augmentation.

Why isn’t there a warning label on breast implants like there are on most every other drug or medical procedure/surgery out there?

I know the truth, based on my experience and also because I have talked to many other women with similar experiences with their implants.

It is time for the FDA to require studies of women who are sick from their implants to see if they recover when their implants are removed.

Once I figured out my implants were the cause of my sickness, I joined a couple of online forums to seek other women who were experiencing the same thing. It was amazing how many women all had similar reactions and health problems — over 3,200 on one forum and 4,200 on another. To me that is just not a handful or a few.

Many of these women weren’t as lucky as I was, because they couldn’t afford to get their implants removed. Instead, these ladies are getting sicker and sicker. Some have died, some have organs shutting down, making them too sick for surgery, and some have committed suicide. Speaking of suicide, I wonder how many women have committed suicide because they didn’t know what was wrong with them and they didn’t know how to get better?

Almost all the women had similar stories with their plastic surgeon denying breast implants cause such problems. That’s another reason why so many women got sicker and sicker, going to doctor after doctor to find out what was wrong since they were told implants were NOT the cause of their symptoms

I am asking you to do something about it, so that other women won’t go through this.

There are doctors who don’t know how to help their implant patients so they feed them antidepressants to get them to go away.

Even if women are told their implants will not last a lifetime, they don’t realize this means implants might only last 10 years. And mammography technicians have told me they are told implants only last 5-6 years.

I plead with you to not ignore this growing epidemic of women with aging implants and serious health problems. Not everyone gets sick, but those of us who do pay dearly.

Please use my example to advise the FDA they should not be using saline implant patients as a “control group” to study the risks of silicone gel breast implants. The local complications are similar for all breast implants, and even the autoimmune symptoms can be similar.

Studies comparing silicone patients to saline patients might conclude they don’t differ, but it does not mean either type of implant is safe. Studies should compare implant patients to women who do not have implants, to find out how many are likely to be seriously harmed after 5 years, 10 years, or 20 years.

I thank you for your time today.